The realization

I had worked so hard testing and being patient. There were still so much to learn but I decided it would finally be time to open. I had everything ready from the website, to the candles, to a POS, and notes. What I wasn't ready for was the realization of what I was doing. I always knew that I wanted to have a candle shop and that it would be soon to open. I had made my first post on Facebook about it and the feeling of dread that overwhelmed me was frightening. Questions raced through my mind like "What if no one buys anything?" "What if I'm a failure?" "What if this was all for nothing?" They were the same questions that arose from when I was writing my book. (Message if you're interested by the way.) I was scared to tell people about it and so never really made much sales as I wanted. I was afraid of rejection and failure that i dwelled on it too much that I stopped writing for a while. That was the only thing in my head. I still have those feelings, and maybe it'll go away. One step at a time is all I can do.